| Choices... |
[Apr. 22nd, 2007|06:27 am] |
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We all have to make choices every day. There are usually 2 choices to make. We can...
A.) Do what is right.
B.) Do what is easier.
I wish more people would choose A, but sadly, especially in my life, B is the common response.
How come we choose B even when everything in us and around us tells us otherwise. How come B is so powerful even when we KNOW that we should do A. How come I can't do shit to convince people that even though A is harder, it is worth it in the end. How come what is right is not as easy as taking the easy way out. And how come taking the easy way out is so painful for those affected, in this case....Me.
Grrrr....I wish I was a stronger person, but I guess I"m weaker than I thought. I hate being a good person sometimes. I think that maybe I should turn into the jerk, maybe I should become a bad person. Reason is because they always seem to fucking win. |
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| Love.... |
[Apr. 17th, 2007|09:51 am] |
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| | depressed | ] |
Questions.....
How is it no matter how much love and support you show somebody, eventually being guilted by somebody else wins over?
How is it that words and feelings can changed in an instant?
How is it that someone you love so much can paralyze you with their words?
How is it that I can't even get out of bed?
How is it that I actually threw up at the loss of somebody I loved? |
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| Phone |
[Feb. 24th, 2007|11:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Milkshake" by Richard Cheese | ] |
So, I got a working phone again. Please send me or post me your number so I can put it in....or call me.
(425)327-8347.
Thanks, I lost all contact info.
If you call or text pls leave name, and if you call please leave number too so I don't get it wrong.
THANKS,
Dustin |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 9th, 2006|10:29 pm] |
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| |  relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Tom Sawyer" by Mindless Self Indulgence | ] |
So,
After a long, stressful year full of lots of shit and stuff I am home. I'm back in Bothell at least until I find out where I"m living due to the change in schools. I've very happy to be home. Central was pretty crappy, but I lived with Jon and Chuck (which was fun) and near Evan and Mike. I was around a lot of cool people, but there is just nothing to do but play WoW.
I can't work at Freddies anymore because of some stupid automated application that rejected me, so I'll reapply in 6 months. I'm looking for a job now but will probably work at Best Buy. I don't mind I'm just really happy to be back on the west side with all of my friends and family.
In further news I realized that I suck at school and am currently undergoing testing for ADHD to see if I can get help. I am also now on medication for depression, and I'm really looking forward to maybe getting back in a good frame of mind. I"m tired of having no energy or drive to do anything. I'm sure I sound like I"m a wreck, and I was this year, but things are looking up.
In the same category as the testing I realized that though I love history, I can't do it in a college setting. I am too smart to be doing this bad in school. I am switching schools once again and I"m excited for the new path I'm going. Most of you know I'm a PK, and that really hasn't influenced my decision, but I"m going to be attending Trinity Lutheran in Issaquah to get a Youth and Family Ministry degree. This doesn't mean I'll be a preacher, I'd need more schooling for that. What it does mean is I'll be a youth pastor of some sort. This is good because like teaching I'll be helping kids, but in a more conceptual and everyday atmosphere rather than fact based like teaching history. Most people are suprised when they learn I"m a "church guy", but I"m not one of those bible thumpers, in fact i hate them and want to use that fact to reach out to ppl who normally wouldn't like church....kinna like me.
I made 1 friend at CWU and I was very happy, however I didn't get to know her till like the 3rd to last week and that sucks ass. I hope I don't have such horrible luck at TLC. Isaac is back from Afghanistan and will be around in July, and this too makes me happy. At this point I'm babbling cause I"m tired so I figure this is a good enough update for now since I never really update anymore.
Thanks for listening,
Dustin |
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| Angel |
[Mar. 8th, 2006|12:47 am] |
You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure.
"And The Angel rose as holy protector for
all that was created. She fought with honor
and valor to serve the good of the world.
But the coming of the mankind was her
downfall; and end to purity."
Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
(Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue,
the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.
As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your
word. You generally keep your promises and
give everything you do your best. Although
some people see you as overbearing sometimes,
you know that you have to stay true to
yourself and do what's right. Angels are the
best friends to have because they are
brutally honest.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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| Good Weekend |
[Mar. 6th, 2006|10:06 am] |
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| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Dig" by Mudvayne | ] |
So, this weekend was a good one overall.
First off I went and saw Jim Gaffigan at the Moore on Friday w/ Mike and Lauren. Aside from the bitches in front of us, it was enjoyable. The opening guy was hillarious, I guess he was a local, or just did some research around at least. Jim was funny as usual. He did a lot of jokes I already new, with a few ones in there. I was kinna upset, but not really, cause it was still funny, and I was just happy to get away from school. Anyways, after that it was 2 days to relax, play WoW (100k honor this weekend XD), and just chill. Sunday Mike, Lauren, Mike's friend Barry, and I went to see Korn and Mudvayne in Tacoma. I was really excited cause I have never seen Mudvayne before, and they're one of my favorite bands. 10 years opened, and they were actually pretty good. They played their single "Wasteland" last, so I got to hear all their other stuff first, which was a good plan. Mudvayne was AWESOME, it made me very happy. Aside from the retarded couple next to us, I had NO complaints. They played a lot of old and new, but its all good, so no worries there. After Mudvayne there was....oh....30 minutes of setup. Did I mention we were in GA? So thats 30 minutes of standing during setup. Anyways, Korn came out and did a great show. Though they for some reason had not 4 ppl, but 7. 3 wierd dudes in the back w/ masks....and they didn't really talk to us, they had music in between songs...if you call it music. More like sounds. Anyways, they played a lot of new stuff, some was good, but I didn't get into a lot. However, they played for over an hour and a half, so they played a lot of old too, which made me a happy panda. I especially liked that they played "Twist" and "Shoots and Ladders". Anyways, after that we headed home, and here I am, for the last week of classes. Wish me luck, so I don't go insane. |
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| Walk |
[Mar. 6th, 2006|02:05 am] |
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| Sick |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|12:07 pm] |
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I feel I will throw up.....but I still have to go to VJ1, cause I need hours. I don't want to bail on VJ3 either, cause its important to evan, but we'll see how I feel. I may not go to VJ1 if I feel bad enough...... |
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